. . . bloop bloop bloop.. i've been thinking alot lately.. actually i'm always doing that . i'm always so bored in my thoughts. so many things goin on in there but they're usually the same things. well i don't have much to write today... me and day have been okay. that's good i guess. ^_^ ... but i always have thoughts and feelings that something might take him away. from me. someone might get rid of us in a way that they don't know. by accident even...but they might do something that will seperate us... i'm afraid of that. also of losing him when i finish high skool. since he will have a seperate life and stuff. different skoolz.. it becomes harder.. hopefully not too hard. i know i think too deep into stuff sometimes..but what can i do.. half of my time without even trying all i do is think.. of soo many things yoo wouldn't understand. this is juzz one out of the millionz of things that go on in my head. ... well i gotta go finish writing a letter to my little panda.. bye byez peepz.

-Peace!

blah blah blah blah..bore bore bored! .. i miss my little panda! ... though i slept with him yesterday. yess yess i did. but yet i still miss him..why?.. cuz i luvz him. oh how adorable one little dayron can be! ^_^.. especially when sleeping.  wellz i don'tz have much to say except... dayron broke his father tail light cuz he hit a pole! a freakin pole! wtf!... how does that happen? well to day it happens by backing up. yupp indeed it ... and ummz.. he didn't get that much in trouble as i thought he would. and ummz... we took his sis to a party in buttfuck can't find it land! and ummz... bloop... he slept over my house yesterday.. ummz.. he left a long time ago:10:45a.m.  ...ummz...

ummz.... blah blah blah!!!!........ i'm here now with bracoly and xio.. yup yup they're gonna go out somewhere soon.. i'm gonna do my h.w. in skool tomorrow cuz i don't get it that much so i can do it in the class that helps me with that stuff. and so yeh i might go with them to wherever they're goin .. but i might not.. who knowz? .. dun dun dun!!... ummz? ..::thinking:: ... i guess there's not much to say.. hmm?... i love day! .. (i rhymed!) ..^_^ ... uhh.. ?? ... bracoly is now playing a song in the background with his guitar that he left here yesterday... a song that you cannot here cuz ur not herez. well i lovez dayron and we're gonna be 4 months soon. yay the longest relationship for me! .. well bye byez. peace! outside! 

-Peace!

well what's been up lately is that well me and dayron broke up on [1|24|06]and then with the incredibly nice and beautiful help of my daughter Ali!! YUP YUP!! she saved the day for me and day!! we were all hastling on what to do.... i still loved him and he still loved me.. but he hurt me too much so i didn't know what to do but my daughter ali spoke to him online and made him figure out what he really wants to do and so he asked me out again and ofcourse i said yes..but i was very scared because i didn't want to be hurt anymore in that way, i wanted him to be sure and he said he was... so i trusted him and accepted him back, i've never gotten back with anyone before..but i did with him because i fell in love.And also with the friendly help of my good friend carlos aka Truck! .. we got back together on my steps of my building.. on [1|26|06] which is ironically on the same day that we got together the first time.. hmm?? weirdz!! well yehz. that's what been hapening in my relationship world.. so now we've been together for 3 months . Hooray for us!! we're doin pretty good and i have a feeling that it will stay that way for a long long time! (hopefully!^_^) . well with everything else... ummz skool sux as always... life gets kinda boring at times . SSDD .. yknow.. same shit different day! .. my sister got a job...her first job woooh!! and she also quit 2 days ago lol... umm she had it for a while though. and ummz... i'm still 17! lol my sister's gonna be 20 soon.. haha oldness. and my friend zuly is gonna be 21.. the madness of older friends.. and joey will be 19 soon..mhmm.. and also really really fat! as told by dayron! ^_^... the love they have for eachother is beautiful . i missed a spoken word event in south beach... damn the stupid skool bus that left me!! it shall burn. But i might go to the second one.. though it won't be the same cuz i might not have any friends with me... hopefully i willz. I met a girl named Renata that kicks ass,... she's really koolz.. we needz to hang out soon with her. and ummz.. i  finally went to Broward. yup and it was way fun with dayron, anto, marco, chin, and stephanie ..(i think that's her name) and yeh i met this guy named guido who is really koolz and funny . ... and drunk alot lol... and umm chin also got a little buzzed when we went to the Bowling alley that i've never been before to. They let my throw like twice.. it was fun .. though they were both gutter balls .. but w/ez shh! lol .. and ummz me and dayron were sliding on the part where yoo throw the ball..damn that thing is sooo slipery! and it was soo fun! i fell and dayron juzz almost bailed lol.. but yehz it was fun and before that we went to chin'z house in broward cuz they used to live there.. and i  heard anto and marco speak in italian ... weiird! but soo koolz! .. me and dayron were juzz all lost watching them talk. and yeh then eventually i got home like @ 12 somethin or somethin.. not sure. I also saw the movie Final Destination 3 .. it was wicked ... all the head explosions and blood and whatnotz... the first death is always the best.. and ummz.. yeh i saw that with zelene,marco,chin and dayron.. we went to Coco-Walk. ummz.. i guess that's it.. not much else.. dayron's grandma is here so he has to spend alot more time with his dad and stuff .. but he has some fun with broken cars! lol... wooh.  and ummz... i still haven't passed the math f-cat! damn it all!. but w/ez.. i'll pass some day. well i guess that's all..valentines day was really nice! i spent time with day.. sorta.. afterskool for a while.. but it was good enough for me! and it was all windy too. ^_^ soo yay!.. but he wanted to do somethin better that day but it was fine with me.. i like simple things.  well i guess that's been all for now.. bye byez. peace out!

-Peace!